Murmur

Hello guys,

i might told u i gonna go to KL for a job interview on last post,right?

But,i decided not to go at last.

I got my own reasons and prefer working in Singapore.

Last time,when i get the call frm the only one Singapore TV station,i'm super duper excited!!!

but,this time...when i pick up the call...i'm very calm... ...

my depression are out of my imagine too... ...

Specially thks miss yong qian qian & Alicia mar.

They analysis to me and always by my side supporting me.

oh ya,Miss eva(my taiwan bestie)oso...

Feel warm when u know ur bestie always 

believe and respect 

what decision you make and back up u behind. 

example,when sbd accuse you have do sth u didnt,

ur bestie will believe u deeply when u said NO,I DIDNT DO IT.

after i bk frm taiwan,

 gathered with my frens but found some of them are change...

ya,me change too... ...

I dunno why some ppl always thinking straigtly and pretend like"aww,i know how you feel"

but actually they dun.

One of my gal fren who i treat her as my best fren before,

she try to probe did i hav good feeling with sbd or not when everytime we talked abt love matter.

And of course i will ask her back like: how abt u?he's not bad what,consider?

She always answer: no lar,we just BEST FREN.

ya...best fren ~

THEN they happily ever after in the end.

I'M SO FEELING BAD!

Last time,she said:"i'm ur best frens(maybe not the best),i think ...blablabla"

sounds like soooooo understand me but she doesnt know shes not!

Coz i didnt tell her so much things.

And i didnt get any call or msg frm her till last last last last last week.

She:"hello,how are you recently?fine?"

me:"not bad as usual"

She:"so,hows ur work?find the job already?"

me:"err...nope yet..."

She:"aww,my bf's fren who working at blablabla,he may help u ask his fren"

(okay,seriously i really appreciated abt this!)

then she continue...

she:"so...are you available for helping us do sth?" 

=     =+...

yay,this is purpose of this call!!!fml.

THIS IS WHAT BEST FRENS CALL!!!

when i ask her any of yours can't do?Is easy things what?

she:"yes,easy thing but WE HAVE NO TIME"

fml again...

Jobless doesnt mean i'm free everytime,k!

PLEASE!If u reduce ur facebook time,yumcha time,tv time after u knock off frm office,

u can do what!

what mean WE HAVE NO TIME!?

What a bunch of irresponsible guys...

but,

i still answer YES to help them to do the things. =   =+

And very last saturday,

i ask a question to a guy:

"if u said these problem cause they dont come to join us,

then did u guys thinking maybe the problem is us not them before? "

then he answer:

"Actually we have do many things~

u think we dun have do meh?blablabla~

We do so many u didnt know,like the video clip,need time to do ler(<---yayaya,i knew need time to do,i'm graduated frm mass com.But many ppl can't get the point of the video clip ler,mr!) 

bla bla bla"

OBVIOUSLY, his answer NOT WHAT I MEANT TO ASK!

frm the question i ask,whr i doubt u guys didnt do sth??????????????

*headache*

*sign*

Whatever lar...jz keep misundertood my words if this make u happy~~~

i'm speechless ord...

okay,a super long murmur before i going out to meet my wenxin darling

see you guys soon :)

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